I am having a hard day, I think due to anxiety about the trip, which is making small, everyday concerns/worries seem much, much bigger than they really are. ANd a very kind friend sent me this when I was worried that I was expressing far too much of what was worrying me, that I was not, as I like to say, keeping my freak to myself.
"It's okay to be emotional! Believe me, it's quite all right. And the complete truth is that I've never once thought of you as crazy, unstable, unreasonable, or my responsibility. Your influence on my life has been nothing but positive. I'm being completely serious about this."
And ordinarily I wouldn't make a post out of a piece of private correspondene, but I need to know this is here, where I can get to it easily.
this isn't even my text but still I post it
Tuesday, June 20, 2006 5:35 PM
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As someone who has regularly turned to you for help and support when I feel like a freak, I say you are DUE for leaning on others (including me) if you're feeling anxious. Totally understandable, my friend...you've got a BIG, FABULOUS (and yes, somewhat scary) experience coming up. But you're going to have the time of your life! So go on and do it...it's time to free what's in your soul! :-)
-Tam
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