this isn't even my text but still I post it

I am having a hard day, I think due to anxiety about the trip, which is making small, everyday concerns/worries seem much, much bigger than they really are. ANd a very kind friend sent me this when I was worried that I was expressing far too much of what was worrying me, that I was not, as I like to say, keeping my freak to myself.

"It's okay to be emotional! Believe me, it's quite all right. And the complete truth is that I've never once thought of you as crazy, unstable, unreasonable, or my responsibility. Your influence on my life has been nothing but positive. I'm being completely serious about this."

And ordinarily I wouldn't make a post out of a piece of private correspondene, but I need to know this is here, where I can get to it easily.

I rambled about other stuff too. Wanna see?

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projects, friends, etc.

  • I love Bollywood so much that I made a separate blog for it.
  • remember when I went to Australia?
  • when you take grad school too much to heart re: literature
  • when you take grad school too much to heart re: travels
  • The Trophy Wife
  • rock and roll lifestyle
  • Why God Why
  • Technically not a friend, as not a human, but still a place I love very much, so it counts: Massey College
  • credits

  • Blog design is based largely on Not That Ugly with some ideas from Firdamatic with some additional tweaking
  • Flickr rocks! Really.
  • Hurrah for Blogger
  • And for folks trying to library-ize blogs: Blogwise and Blogarama
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